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Door X · Part Three · The Center: Of the Love That Keeps Vigil

«The vigil of love is tenderness».

Double wooden door in a white stone arch set with shells, with a small lamp lit on the threshold; open, it gives onto the sea with the sun above the horizon

Touch the door to open it.

Here the door continues off the page: its practice, its gesture for the day, and a place to write.

Practice

The Immortal Cleanses His Eyes

From the Sinew Metamorphosis

At this door: to cleanse my eyes before deciding.

When I give only the name of a form, the name serves to recognize it with whoever teaches it to you; the gesture that follows neither describes nor replaces its technique.

The book presents this form by its name alone. It is learned with an instructor.

«I have decided not to teach these arts to anyone under eighteen». Common Guide to the Practices.

Read the common guide to the practices
Two men smile beneath the rock, behind the curtain of water of the falls; in front, Sigung, in his soaked Shaolin Wahnam Kung Fu Venezuela T-shirt; to the left, the water falls onto the lagoon and, in the background, the jungle
Sigung at Salto El Sapo. Canaima, Venezuela Latitude: 6 degrees and 15.317 minutes north. Longitude: 62 degrees and 50.317 minutes west.Photograph by Dolores Cuquejo. See on the map (opens in OpenStreetMap)

A place of this door

On a visit to Venezuela, Sigung wanted to walk behind the curtain of the El Sapo falls. His trousers got soaked, and the next day he was to fly back to Malaysia. That night it fell to me to dry them under the light of a bedside lamp.

The full story is in the book.

To carry into the day

«May the truth embrace me without wounding»

A personal gesture for this door, independent of the school’s exercise:

  1. Before sleep, go to your altar or to the place where you usually gather yourself.
  2. Sit with the soles of your feet on the ground.
  3. Breathe naturally and ask for “truth without veils.”
  4. In your prayer, surrender one hardness and one scattering.
  5. Incline your head just slightly and say: “May the truth embrace me without wounding.”
The challenge of the week

Seven nights

Each night, before sleep, make the gesture and say the phrase. Then mark the night.

0 of 7 nights

«If something does not serve you, let it go». What you mark stays on this device.

The question

Write from there

You write from the question

If you can, write on white paper with a graphite pencil. If you don’t have them at hand, write here and then print your notebook.

What you write here is neither sent nor saved: it is erased when you close the site or reload the page. Print it before you leave, and read your journal again often.

Library

More about this door

Jakob Böhme, «On the Supersensual Life,» opening dialogue, § 3; author’s free abridged version.

To draw near to that listening, I imagine a submerged bell.

The voice

Jakob Böhme · “Of the Supersensual Life”

Jakob Böhme in the book
The Monthly Letter

A letter every month

Once a month, a short letter from Sifu Carmine «Tony» Colarusso, in Spanish, English, or Italian. You can unsubscribe from any letter.

The next door · XI

Of the Spiral of the Saints

«When the soul remembers its orbit, it stops walking: it begins to turn».

Enter through Door XI
Or stay

«You can read one door a week, or stay longer in the one that asks for it».

Return to Door X when you need to look at your decisions in the light of your values.

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